I really want to be either a Zookeeper or a Zoo Veterinarian. However, I don't think Jack would ever want to live in America and I don't think I'd ever be able to get a job as one of these two things in another country. I guess in the end, I'm not sure which I would choose. This dream career or love.
Honestly, I think I'd maybe choose the career.
I'm not in love with him, of course not, we haven't even met in real life. And I've been having doubts about living in a different country for awhile. I'm comfortable in the USA, I'm never going to give up my citizenship, so why would I move? For a boy? If it didn't work out then I would be stuck.
And for some reason lately my feelings haven't been as strong. Is it normal to have periods where you feel strongly and periods where you don't feel as strongly for the person? I just don't know what to do.
I should just think about now instead of obsessing over the future, but I can't help it. I want to know, I don't want to put all this effort into something and then realize that we weren't meant to be.
I really want to be either a Zoo Vet or Zookeeper. Too bad the way my life seems to be heading it might not happen.
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