Update

I just recently refound this blog. Lot's has changed, and I can't believe I was so set on Jack before. Knowing what I know now, almost 5 years later, I can say that I was in love. With the idea of him, not actually with him. To this day I still don't know if he was real, and though part of me would like to know, another part of me is fine not knowing. In all honesty I rarely think about him anymore. Since him, I've had real loves. Boys who lived near me, who I could physically interact with. But I still thank Jack. Even if you aren't real, you gave me hope that I could find love and that someone could love me back during a time where I really didn't believe that myself. Unless something very drastic and unexpected happens, this will be my last post on this topic. If anybody has been following this saga, I apologize for less of a good ending. But sometimes the best endings are just being ok with things as they are :)